" Be who you are & say what you feel because those
who mind dont matter & those who matter dont mind "
Hi, my name is jesslyn :D I'm a extremist, sometimes crazy, hyper & random.. Sometimes emo & quiet. I first cried on 260992.& I ♥ music & japanese food
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Friends:
angela* amanda* bena* jeslyn* joelyn* joelle* kaixin* pohlern* shuhao* yujun* yz* ophelia* nxsa* mira*
Others:
shuhui*
I'm a fan of:
cheesie* holly jean* xiaxue*
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angela* amanda* bena* jeslyn* joelyn* joelle* kaixin* pohlern* shuhao* yujun* yz* ophelia* nxsa* mira*
Others:
shuhui*
I'm a fan of:
cheesie* holly jean* xiaxue*
memories
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
November 2010
December 2010
January 2011
February 2011
March 2011
July 2011
August 2011
September 2011
Short Video Update!
Tuesday, August 31, 2010, 9:40 PM
Monday-No-Blues
Monday, August 30, 2010, 7:01 PM
Hi! I'm a good girl today! hahas, i studied again.. but this time, at home. *miracle x two* Okay la, the good girl part is only to me cause i know your are much (much x1000) more hardworking than me. But, still.. it is a good thing.. Right? me studing. *silence* ps: silence = yes
hahas, okay.. i'm just bored. Anyway, i wont be gg back to sec school tomorrow cause i need to pull up my socks (up high high high !) & study! Cause time is running up, fast! My fault.. leave till last week then start to study. But, better late than never. (yes, lying to myself again) So, i cant make it tmw. Sorry to all teachers who taught me from year 2005 to 2009. Esp teachers from 4A1,08' & 5A1, 09'. I will try my v.best to visit ur next year.. or during my coming 2 weeks holiday.
& Lastly, today.. i thought of something again.. Everytime, i will ask myself.. what is love? & usually, i would have no answer for myself.. & then, i will think think & think somemore & 1 thing leads to another & i will think of my past.. which is not good, ofcourse. Must moove on ma.. So, today.. i finally know what to make my brain 'shut up'. By telling myself..
'Aiya! love what love.. Study la!'
Hahas, some how i found that funny.. but if you dont, nbm la.. just ignore me (:
Okay, im done with crap-talking/writting.. I will go watch TV now. I wanna watch ''Star Search' 2010!''
Will be gg to mummy office again.. tmw. Bye ppl :D Thanks for 'listening cum reading' my craps.
Bye Bye ^^
MYwants
Saturday, August 28, 2010, 11:19 PM
I want to..1) Eat sushi!(jap food)
2) Have a flat stomach (no abs, just flat will do)
3) Study harder for UT3
4) pass UT3 with A&Bs.. (hopefully)
5) make more true friends in sem2
6) Be a good girl (to my parents.. more)
7) Go shopping & hang out w my sister after her Os
8) I want to be motivated to excersie to get e flat stomach
Hahas, i guess tt it for now.
Gg to eat prate w family tmw for breakfast at JP! AH >< prata is (Y) but additional fats are (N) But, its not always right? (trying to lie to myself.. hahas, not working)
Anyway, im gonna sleep now.. night night readers
It Worked !
Friday, August 27, 2010, 11:37 PM
The formula worked! I studied! Its like *miracle* ^^Y hahas. So, i guess im gonna go to mummy's office to study, for the whole of next week. But, not on 31st as im gg back to secondary school (: Teachers' day celebration! Putting the happy things aside first..
I'm super angry !@#$% with someone. Cant really say much here as i must respect the ppl involved privacy. Esp, someone v.impt to me.. Him, i dont care. He should 'pay' for what he did. But, as a 'secondary person'.. i dont really have a say abt this.. But, i seriously hope that he would stop hurting _______. SERIOUSLY! @#$^% irritating man.
Hmm.. last thing, i really want to change & stop thinking so much. Its really 'killing' me mentally. Hate it.
Alright, im gg to go zzz now. Nights (:
Answer & Rants
Thursday, August 26, 2010, 11:01 PM
Oh, now i know y i couldn't sleep during the past few nights. Daddy says tt it is because i ate too much candy ! Hahas, thats y i was so hyper at night. Should have guessed that it was sugar rushhhhhhh~! So, i better cut down on my sugar intake.. or i will have plenty of sleep_less nights.. & i don't want that.Also, Im gaining alot of weight >< Hate it ! Eeeeeee.. stay away pls! I dont like.
& I wonder how long he will keep it up. It wont last, im sure. All of them r like tt & he is the same. The same. Losing faith in the word called, love.
Lastly, UT3 is coming up.. & i have not studied yet ! No motivation or what-so-ever. Gg to try to study tmw at mummy's office. Hope it works!
Music + no internet + notes = study << Hope tt the formula is correct!
Gg to be a pig now. Nights (:
Late Nights & Rantings
Tuesday, August 24, 2010, 12:25 AM
Couldn't sleep early for the past few days.. I also dont know why. Anyway, I have been thinking.. If nothing lasts forever, we should not try so hard. Right? I mean if one push push push push push push pushhhhhhh~! the other party would get v.stress out in the end. & as expected.. not a good ending. I'm saying this for only relationship issues but not only BGR but also, other relationships. For eg, the r/s between u & your parents & friendship. Think about this :
If your parents are over concern (nag & care alot) = too much = ur stress = u getting irritated = u gg against them = bad r/s between your parents & you. True? Should be.. Thats how i felt..sometimes.
So, I think that one should not overshow their care_ness to their loved ones. They should, sometimes show more, sometimes show less. I think. But, again.. I dont think I can do that.. Cause, I think i'm an extremist. Either, all out or none at all.
Aiya !
So, all in all.. Life (now) is super complicated. Think i'm born in the wrong year. Should be born thousands of years back.. So, I would be able to lead a simple farmer life. But, then again.. it wouldn't be that simple or easy either.
Hence, we should cherish what we have now ! Like our family & loved ones. & try our best. << I know, contradicting ! But but, I shall rephrase. Try your best but dont give in your all (or step into their comfort zone)
I think life is just like that. Cant be too left, or too right. Must be just nice in the middle which most humans cant archieve.
Alright, i think tt i rant_ed enough. Getting sleepy. Should go be a 'piggy' now. Since its coming to 1am. Night night ppl (:
Short Song Update !
Friday, August 20, 2010, 1:45 PM
Nice song to share w you guys ! cheers :DBye, update soon.
Holidays Are Here !
Monday, August 16, 2010, 4:26 PM
Yes, holidays are finally here.. again. & I'm rotting at home, again. hahas.. okay, i'm just bored. So, i decided to blog about how i spent my first day of the holidays.Today, i slept till noon, played fb, watched chinese dramas with grandma, did housework (abit) & watched youtubes videos! To be honest, watching youtube videos really helps me to kill time fast! & i'm currently loving these youtubers..
1) shimmycocopuffsss
2) bubzbeauty
3) moonbeamstarlight
4) MichellePhan
5) other users who do songs lyrics.
& I'm just starting to love kpop & jpop.. I'm slow right? I know ._. hahas. But, better late then never.. right? & I want to watch afew movies ! (some are not out yet & some are gone T.T)
1) Old cow vs tender grass
2) Phua Chu Kang The Movie
3) Street Dance 3D
4) Vampire sucks
Anyone want pei (accompany) me catch these shows?
Lastly, holidays are boring but stress-free. To like or not to like, thats the qn. Will update again soon. Bye (:
ReBlog
Wednesday, August 11, 2010, 7:20 PM
Took the following post from a friend's blog. Found that most parts are quite true. So, I'm sharing it with you guys. It is about what girls go through.girls are much more than what they seem. they’re more than just the makeup, the clothes, the shoes, the bags, the sunglasses, the outside. they’re more than just whiny bitches. we’re so much more.. too bad some boys can’t understand.
a girl’s life is a bitch itself. on a daily basis we deal with bitches, backstabbers, lies, boyfriends, crushes, exes, appearance, insecurity, bullying and so much more.
everyday we wake up, we have to shower. we have to fix our hair. then, we have to get dressed. we spend hours infront of our mirror for you. making sure we look good. then we have to apply make up. while doing all this, there’s so much to consider.. especially gossipers and guys. if something’s too short, they’ll call us a whore. something’s too long, they’ll call us ugly.
we go through buckets full of ice cream because we’ve had way too many broken hearts. we cry because bitches wanna hate and boyfriends wanna bitch. we can’t complain because we don’t wanna be annoying.
we trust people, then they end up stabbing us in the back. we learn stuff the hard way. every guy out there making a period joke, like are you for real? no. just because you’re being a little bitch and pissing me off doesn’t mean i’m on my period. get over it.
we get hurt multiple times, and keep running back to the same people. we love hard, and hurt hard. we care too much. we’re never understood. we go through so much trouble when you don’t even notice. we listen to songs till five in the morning and fall asleep to it just because it reminds us of you.
we try so hard to impress you, while dealing with all that’s said about us. after everything, we sit our asses down on tumblr and reblog everything that reminds us of you. we spill our guts out to our bestfriends who’ve probably had enough of you.
we go on facebook and we check your profile a million times, and go through all your pictures. even if we have seen them all before. we hear what people say about us, and sometimes we break inside. but no matter what, even after everything, we have to come out strong.
we have to put a big smile on our faces and pretend like everything’s ok. we have to act nice towards the haters, even knowing everything that they said about us. we love even though we know we shouldn’t. and we wait for something that’ll never happen.
but no matter what, we manage to act like everything’s fine, even though everything’s falling apart. that’s a day in a girl’s life. imagine dealing with all that everyday. we’re so much more than what you think. so much more than what we seem.
Dark Cooper
Sunday, August 8, 2010, 11:43 PM
Yes, my hair have changed colour.. from black to dark cooper. But, i'm not sure if i like it anot. Looks weird, very weird. Everytime i see the mirror, i see a yellow face with reddish hair. & its not even funny D: Maybe when the colour fades, it will look better. & tuesday.. is the day i'm (not) looking forward to. As i know, tongues will sure wag & my day wouldn't be good. Hmm.. gtg sleep now. Nights. Will rant again, tomorrow. Bye.Post For Amira Love
Saturday, August 7, 2010, 9:50 PM
Amira, even though you did not tell me much.. I know that something is bothering you. From FB, ur blog & some of your actions. I know that I'm not you, and dont know much about your situation. But, I hope that you can cheer up.. & smile. You helped me through my difficulties in school & I hope to do the same for you. Will always be your listening ear. You can shout, rant, scream ! I dont mind. We can also drink bubble tea everyday tgt. At most, after 3 years we become circle in shape only. hahas. Anyway, dont care about the person who is spreading crap about you ! Its not true.. I know it. If someone can say bad things about you, they aren't true friends to you. So, ignore them k? & for thursday guy, I'm sure he will tell you how he really feel soon. Stay strong! & I mean it k? When tuesday comes.. I want to see a smiling amira. Not a amira fake smiling but a amira really smiling from her heart. I know thats a difficult task if your feeling really upset.. So, jesslyn is here to help you.
Heres 10 reason y amira should be happy:
1) you have a loving family who cares for you.
2) you still got suhana, Aqilah, your other close friends & me.
3) you love HMT & im sure it oso love u <3 (ps: not a butt!)
4) your pretty, cute & funny.. so y care what other ppl say when it is not true.
5) they say you cause they r jealous = your better than them (jesslyn say de!)
6) you have a great personlity : out-going, fun, caring & much more! (ps: not enough space to list down all the points.)
7) your a true friend & your friends love you !
8) you still have a great future in front of you, so look forward to it.
9) Being sad or happy, life will still go on. so, why not live it happily?
10) & lastly, instead of doing RJ, jesslyn is blogging.. hahas. so must smile k?
jksl ♥ amira
New Link, New Skin, New Hair (?!)
Friday, August 6, 2010, 10:55 PM
Just changed my link.. again. & changed my blog skin too. ♥ Black cats ttm. Today is the last lesson of enterprize. sadded. As, faci ken is the best faci for sem1 in E37A, for sure. Always patient, always fun, & always making an effort to improve his lessons. Really touched by his efforts. & I will definitely miss faci ken.
Today can be said to be a super fun day filled with joy & laughther. Now only was lessons v.fun & interesting, we also celebrated 3 boys' bday ; Amirul, Jordan & JL. Hope that their bday wishes will come true!
Lastly, I'm thinking of dying my hair. Mummy & daddy gave their approval. But, I still cant decide on the colour. Which should I choose?
(Abit darker) Milk tea, dark chocolate or dead tree ?
Since i dont have a tagboard yet.. msn, sms or fb me your choice. Tq :D