" Be who you are & say what you feel because those
who mind dont matter & those who matter dont mind "
Hi, my name is jesslyn :D I'm a extremist, sometimes crazy, hyper & random.. Sometimes emo & quiet. I first cried on 260992.& I ♥ music & japanese food
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angela* amanda* bena* jeslyn* joelyn* joelle* kaixin* pohlern* shuhao* yujun* yz* ophelia* nxsa* mira*
Others:
shuhui*
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cheesie* holly jean* xiaxue*
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angela* amanda* bena* jeslyn* joelyn* joelle* kaixin* pohlern* shuhao* yujun* yz* ophelia* nxsa* mira*
Others:
shuhui*
I'm a fan of:
cheesie* holly jean* xiaxue*
memories
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
November 2010
December 2010
January 2011
February 2011
March 2011
July 2011
August 2011
September 2011
Saturday, October 30, 2010, 11:56 PM
This MV (& song) made me teared up.. hahas.
Watch it, its great (Y)
Stolen From Hollyjean
10:49 PM
There are certain simple things in life you can do to really float our boat… and yet some of the most insignificant actions (in your mind) would sink it. 1. When we tell you our problems, we do not expect you to fix them. We just want you to listen.
2. It’s cheating as soon as you’re doing something you wouldn’t want us to catch you doing.
3. When we ask questions we already know the answers to. We're not trying to trap you, we want to give you a chance to come clean.
4. We don’t like hairy backs. Shave it, wax it, whatever… but don’t shave your chest… or legs.
5. While standing in a queue somewhere, kiss us on the back of our shoulders or neck.... I think this works magic (and it sure makes waiting a whole lot better!)
6. Don’t talk about the porn you've watched/ girls you've shagged.. (even though we ask you about that, we don't actually want to know... I don't know why we ask really, we just do unexplainable things like that some times)
7. We find you sexy when you’re driving, fixing things, working out, playing an instrument (well), and concentrating on a task.
8. We aren’t as obsessed with your size as you are. (No matter what your size, your tongue my friend, is indispensable!)
9. Women can take care of themselves, but it’s sweet when you’re protective over us. Small things like calling to make sure we made it home safely goes a long way. (That’s also why we pretend we can’t open the jar, so you can demonstrate how you are able to take care of us.)
10. Yes we throw an odd tantrum or two from time to time. But if you cant handle us at our worst then you don't deserve us at our best.
Credits: http://www.hollyjean.sg/
I agree to some, disagree to others & have an ok-ok attitude for afew.
I must..
7:33 PM
Be more hardworkingBe more focused
Talk at the correct time & stop at the wrong
Help out my parents more
Be more confident but not over
Be a better friend to others
Stop thinking so much
& I must go for dinner now & do RJ later..
Bye (:
Maybe..
12:34 AM
You are not who i thought you were.. Maybe its just a crush after all. ps: *insert 1000 million hopes* pls dont me tt guy i saw on FB. lols.
psps: school is so so tiring !!
Reblog From Ophelia
Tuesday, October 26, 2010, 8:47 PM
"If you are going to fall in love with me, it’s only fair that you know what you are falling in love with. You are falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me. You are falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my internet obsession. You fall in love with my troubled past, and my hopes and dreams, and how I’m a hopeless romantic at heart. If you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me. But, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when I’m with you, the way I’ll text you in the mornings just telling you I hope you have a great day. You’re falling in love with the occasionally humorous and/or thought-provoking things I say, and the way I blush when people ask me about you. But to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me, despite me thinking that it is impossible.""Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep… wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you’re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you… The one who turns to his friends and says, ‘that’s her."
& Lastly,
"If you can’t handle me at my worst, you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best."
A Picture Speaks A Thousand Words
Saturday, October 23, 2010, 12:34 PM
Life is Fair ; When there is a hater, there will be a 'lover'
10:52 AM
I have always wanted to write about this topic but, I dint have the guts to finish writing it & posting it cause of certain past experiences. But.. Today, I decided to finish it as I suddenly have a great urge to do so. Also, since im sick now (cause of the haze) I can’t talk much so, I shall type my feelings out here. Everyone will have haters.. That’s what I believe in. Don’t care your smart or dumb, your pretty or ugly, your thin or fat, your short or tall, your black, white, yellow or brown; no matter what, you will still have at least one hater in your life. I got my first one this year & the second one soon after. Then, I was feeling so stress that I could have exploded. However, as unfair life seems to be, there will always be someone you can depend on, no matter how difficult life seems to be.
During that time period, god gave me a close friend who made my life so much better. She was always there even though being my friend then might be hard task to do as one have to face million of stares and untrue gossips. My family was also always there for me & very supportive and Im very grateful for that.
So, when you are feeling down, so down that you think you could have died.. Take a step back & appreciate what god has given you. & Things might not be as bad as it seems. As life is fair you see. In my opinion, it is. When life gives you a bad thing, God will give you a good thing to combat that bad thing and will make your life much better. You won’t die because of something as silly as that.
Even if the bad thing is not about friendship, and about love instead.. It is still the same, life is fair. Like the saying goes.. If the wrong don’t go, the right can’t enter. Even if you do not have another partner right after the break up, it doesn’t mean that god is unfair as im sure he had given you other good things as well such as your close friends & family. This is the case for me. Even though I have been single for a while now, and yes I won’t lie, I do complain and say things like im lonely but, god has given me good friends (YJ, SH, Amira, Joelle & KX ) and a good class (E37Q). Seriously love this class TTM. I need to be thankful of what I have now or it will be taken away from me. Don’t take things for granted.
Lastly.. (I may gain more haters because of this.. BUT)
Why do people want to go around and hate people? Don’t they find it tiring, at all? I mean, saying I hate you, I hate him, I hate her for your whole life.. Doesn’t seems like much fun to me. Instead, why don’t people appreciate what god has given them and live their life to the fullest. Think about this.. If you go around taking people’s friends or loved one away, do you think god will give you more? Since you are taking others’ ’belongings’ away?
So, after typing so much.. The key messages to this are actually:
1) Life is fair (when there is good, there will be bad)
2) Appreciate what god has given you or it will be taken away
3) Don’t go around hating people and make your life difficult, instead, try to be happy everyday (real happy not fake happy) and be thankful of what god (or your family) has given you.
PS: when I say god, I mean all religions. It doesn’t matter if you are a Muslim, Christian, Buddhist or even a Jew.. Appreciate what your god has given you & take Alderian Therapy if possible. It is very important!
& to readers who read through this WHOLE thing, you’re awesome as you have a high patience level to long-windedness! & you have just read 685 words.
Love Quote
Thursday, October 21, 2010, 7:34 PM
ps: Bought "nerds spec" today. Quite nice ^^
Oh & pls help me click the AD on top, everytime you see it. Thankyou (:
Update!
Wednesday, October 20, 2010, 12:09 AM
Just a short update:1. jksl likes E37Q
2. jksl finds all the modules she's taking interesting
3. jksl feels that everyone should go for Alderian Therapy
4. jksl wants to fall asleep at night (fast)
5. jksl wants to get along with everyone.
6. jksl needs to have a good GPA by the end of sem2
& Laslty..
7. jksl needs to sleep.
Night night (:
Way Back Into Love
Sunday, October 10, 2010, 5:35 PM
LOVE
Saturday, October 9, 2010, 8:24 PM
50 FIRST REACTIONS
Friday, October 8, 2010, 6:11 PM
Saw this while blog_hopping.. Seems interesting, so im gg to do it!Instructions: This is called 50 FIRST REACTIONS. Type what comes to your mind FIRST whenever you see these 50 words. Don't think and don't go back and change. Doesn't matter how random it is, just type it!
1. Beer: i dont drink
2. Food: v.yummy but will make u fat.
3. Relationships: wont last unless ur v.lucky to find "the one"
4. Your crush: nobody
5. Power Rangers: a guy show
6. Life: a gift from god
7. The President: obama
8. Yummy: sashimi!
9. Cars: honda
10. Movies: comedy & romance
11. Halloween: treat or trick?
12. Sex: after marriage
13. Religion: a form of respect
14. Hate: 2 faced ppl
15. Fear: clowns
16. Marriage: doubts. it can result to bliss or hell.
17. Blondes: pretty!
18. Slippers: comfy
19. Shoes: prevent ur legs/toes from getting dirty?
20. Asians: japan/korea
21. Pass time: watch youtube!
22. One night stand: @#$%& unless both parties r willing
23. My cell phone: black!
24. Smoke: not good
25. Fantasy: dreams
26. College: good (Y)
27. High school life: okayokay
28. Pajamas: for sleeping
29. Stars: full of hope
30. Center: neither here nor there
31. Alcohol: too much of a good thing is harmful
33. Friends: comes in form of true & fake
34. Money: important
35. Heartache: sucks
36. Time: 6:32pm
37. Divorce: theres a sad story behind it
38. Dogs: cute!
39. Undies: inner wear
40. Parents: LOVE~!
41. Babies: most innocent human beings on earth & v.cute
42. Ex: what u thought could work out, didnt.
43. Songs: one of my life's joy
44. Color: green
45. Weddings: bliss but may lead to a divorce
46. Pizza: yummy!
47. Hangout: my room
48. Rest: relaxing
49. Goal: go U
50. Inspiration: something that let ur creative juices flow~
Next sem class : E37Q
Like not much different but i hope that the ppl there would be nice & friendly!
My sem2 courses seems interesting too! Looking forward~
Who is your partner?
Thursday, October 7, 2010, 7:01 PM
When you take a look at the definition of ‘Partner’, it gives you synonyms such as colleague, sharer, spouse, and accomplice. Partner is a person who is strongly associated with me; the one who knows me very well and stays by my side, no matter what.- the above was stolen from FB.
SNSD's Jessica
Wednesday, October 6, 2010, 7:43 PM
Got my GPA results today.. Not very very good.. But, it is still acceptable.. i guess. Hahas.. Nbm, will work harder for Sem_two! Osh!!
ps: i got a GPA of 3.10 for sem1
Song Post & Short Update
12:13 AM
Gg to cut my fringe tomorrow.. Bangs it shall be. Hope that it would turn out okay. Will update tomorrow.. most likely with a pic unless the fringe-cut turn out horrendous. Hope not! *prays v.hard*Currently having KPOP fever.. hahas. Everyday watch youtube. Hearts jessica(snsd), jaebeom(ex-2pm), f(x)- all; love the songs, lee hyori, BOA, 4 minute & some others.
Holidays are ending.. but, results are not out yet.. *nervous* Hope that results wont be that bad.. At least a GPA of 3? Hope so!
Song Post:
Should be sleeping now.. nights (:
Reblog From FB
Monday, October 4, 2010, 7:15 PM
Boy: I broke up with her.His Best Friend: What happened?
Boy: She’s just too much for me.
His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?
Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..
Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..
Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..
Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..
Boy: Well, she..
His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?
Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?
His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.
Think about it, when she’s too much for you.. She just wants the best for you. Because to her, YOU ARE THE BEST. If you don’t like something, talk to her about it. You mean so much to her, so don’t just give up. Well, don’t just leave because you want the easy way out.
Random Rant
Friday, October 1, 2010, 10:39 PM
I just hate it when guys treat girls like a item ; take when they feel like it & throw away when they feel like it. Take throw take throw take throw. ばか.