" Be who you are & say what you feel because those
who mind dont matter & those who matter dont mind "

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Hi, my name is jesslyn :D I'm a extremist, sometimes crazy, hyper & random.. Sometimes emo & quiet. I first cried on 260992.& I ♥ music & japanese food

Layout: vehemency
Icon: reruntherace

Friends:
angela* amanda* bena* jeslyn* joelyn* joelle* kaixin* pohlern* shuhao* yujun* yz* ophelia* nxsa* mira*

Others:
shuhui*

I'm a fan of:
cheesie* holly jean* xiaxue*

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Motivation Quote Stolen From FB
Tuesday, November 30, 2010, 6:39 PM

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I wanna find someone special who...
Monday, November 29, 2010, 8:02 PM





1) is able to stand my childishness


2) is able to stand my 24/7 mouth


3) is able to stand my insecurities


4) is able to stand all my other imperfections


5) loves me truely


6) is able to have v.good communication w me


7) always stand by me no matter what.





I don't need a rich or handsome bf, just someone who would love me w all his heart & for as long as he lives.




Can help me?
Sunday, November 28, 2010, 10:35 PM

Everytime you see the advertisement above, help me click can? thankyou v.much (:

Example:




Sunday Bliss
10:07 PM

Had a enjoyable sunday w my family! ♥ Was feeling quite down due to headache, stomach pain & the feeling of vomiting.. Wanted to stay home but daddy managed to persuade me, otherwise. & its a decision i didnt regret, ofcourse. [cause daddy'll always know best, mommy too.] Went to JP and ate 'din tai fung', dinner was great. Next, went walk walk & dessert at 'ji de chi'.. & their green tea ice was awesome.. hahas (: Bought japanese yoghurt sweets too.. & that was the kick-start to my happy evening btw.

Really love my family ttm.. Everytime i feel lonely cause im single, i'll think of my family's love to me & i'll feel a whole lot better. Im really a v.lucky girl. ♥

Lastly, i dont wanna be sad & emo anymore.. I want to look ahead & lead a happy meaningful life!

ps: the green tea ice was really really awesome.. Feel like eating more of it.. hahas (:

psps: Koizora is a v.v.nice jap.love drama.. Made me cried several times. Awesome show! ♥




Stolen from amanda
Monday, November 22, 2010, 11:26 PM

Chemicals react when we fall in love. They are, serotonin, adrenaline and dopamine.

Serotonin - It causes the person to "obsess" over their partner and they can't do anything else except "missing" the person.
Adrenaline - It makes the heart races and the person feeling excited with flushed skin and sweaty palms.
Dopamine - It causes a feeling of bliss and a state of euphoria.




100th Post!
Friday, November 19, 2010, 9:23 PM

First time to hit 100 after having so many blogs (: Hope to make this blog last longgggggg~

Hmm, recently.. I feel that I need a change in my life. I m not sure what but I have a feeling of anticipation.

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I dont want to be the only one to feel this way. If you dont , I dont wanna feel this way too. I will try my best to forget be4 29 nov. jiayou!




Second "picture quote" made
Thursday, November 18, 2010, 8:09 PM



since i kept stealing other ppl's pictures, i decided to make one for people to steal too. Lols. ps; do u think the quote is true?




I Steal Like Theres No Tomorrow
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I Like Stealing Pictures From Tumblr
Wednesday, November 17, 2010, 7:19 PM








Tuesday, November 16, 2010, 10:48 PM

I really need to do something about this. Rmb, distance.. distance!




Love Facts Explained By Quotes
Sunday, November 14, 2010, 6:31 PM



1) it's better to be alone rather than be with someone who makes you feel alone

2) it's better to be with someone who you loves you than be with someone who don't, be it you love them back or not & vice versa.. as love CAN grow. (throw two ppl into a deserted island & they would end up lovers after a while.)

3) Cherish what you have before its gone for good.




So True.
Saturday, November 13, 2010, 12:10 AM




Reflection.
Friday, November 12, 2010, 9:14 PM

1) I must not be so sensitive; be strong jesslyn!
2) Keep your distance; rmb rmb!!
3) Rmb to always try your best in whatever you do.
4) Its your life, dont be easily influenced
5) Dont try TOO hard; be yourself!
6) Help out mummy & daddy more; they'r more tired than you.
7) Rmb to always be grateful of what you have now.
8) No more self-pity!
9) Always stay happy; dont let small things pull you down!
10) Always think positively!




9:27 AM

Jesslyn must be strong; Dont be so sensitive; Just continue to try your best daily. Osh!




Your not the one.
Monday, November 8, 2010, 9:00 AM






Just a short weekend.. not.
Sunday, November 7, 2010, 10:34 AM

So many things happened in such a short time; found your name, add in fb, u add me in msn, & we talked for 2 days & now we r back at square 1 or even further back.

But, Im fine cause i knew it from the start tt we r not meant to be. We'r too different.

r/s is too stressful; i don't wanna get involved. Friends are better (:

PS: im okay & this is NOT a emo post. Bu yao anyhow assume~ thankyou * insert smiley face *






Saturday, November 6, 2010, 6:28 PM



Found this quiz quite accurate. Not done with my RJ yet D:




what you see is what you get
2:35 PM

Everyone has their cons.. To last in a r/s, you have two options:
1) Accept his/her cons, no matter what.. or,
2) Only accept someone if you know them fully & can accept his/her cons

I choose number two (thus the bubble i put up.)

Cause, what you see is what u'll get. For example, if u buy a soft toy & stare at it daily, it wouldn't change to another soft toy, would it? even if it did change, it wouldn't be the soft toy that caught your eyes.. So, whats the point? Love someone as they are & dont try to change them.. If you really dont like that particular bad point, leave.

& heres a stolen quote from ophelia:
" I’m sorry I constantly want to talk to you. I’m sorry when you take long to reply, I get sad. I’m sorry if I say things that might piss you off. I’m sorry if I come off as annoying. I’m sorry if you don’t wanna talk to me as much as I wanna talk to you. I’m sorry if I think about you too much and too often. I’m sorry if I say things I don’t really mean. I’m sorry if I tell you about my pointless drama when you don’t really care. I’m sorry if I come off as being clingy, but its just me missing you."




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Rant
Friday, November 5, 2010, 7:35 PM

You are not special.. Dont get your hopes up. You are not special.. Dont get your hopes up. You are not special.. Dont get your hopes up. You are not special.. Dont get your hopes up. You are not special.. Dont get your hopes up. You are not special.. Dont get your hopes up. You are not special.. Dont get your hopes up. You are not special.. Dont get your hopes up. You are not special.. Dont get your hopes up. You are not special.. Dont get your hopes up. You are not special.. Dont get your hopes up. You are not special.. Dont get your hopes up. You are not special.. Dont get your hopes up. You are not special.. Dont get your hopes up. You are not special.. Dont get your hopes up. You are not special.. Dont get your hopes up. You are not special.. Dont get your hopes up. You are not special.. Dont get your hopes up. You are not special.. Dont get your hopes up. You are not special.. Dont get your hopes up. You are not special.. Dont get your hopes up.




Partly Stolen From Hollyjean
2:54 PM

In a r/s:
I like to share. (Things, Food, Emotions, Experiences)
I think for two people without much effort (I make decisions intrinsically bearing in mind my partner's feelings/preferences as well, along with my own).
I naturally got my partner's back (meaning I look out for him, won't let him fall... be this in life, or a simple social situation like a party).
I like feeling like I'm part of this "team".
All this is pretty much effortless when I find someone I feel enough for.

Single after certain problems:
But for some single people, they create a "bubble of Self" around them, this is natural, I mean if you have no one that cares for you as much as they care for themselves, then you really need to look out for yourself right?
But after being single for some time, the membrane of this bubble toughens... sometimes to the point that it's impossible for anyone to penetrate it or be included in that bubble anymore.

I find this quite true for me. Currently at the hard bubble stage. Sometimes, I wanna find a good 'needle' but Im afraid of getting hurt again.




Its Not There Anymore..
10:57 AM

Somehow everything changed overnight. The magical feeling isn't there anymore.. i think. Shall be friends with him instead, as now.. I need friends more than a r/s. Feeling better, thoughts of r/s issues are just too stressful for me.

Bye bye crush; hello new friend (:




BEG; How Come?
Wednesday, November 3, 2010, 7:42 PM



Gg for interview tomorrow! Looking forward (:




Tuesday, November 2, 2010, 11:04 PM

you just say and do what you want when you feel like it. always changing. have u ever thought about how i would feel & how much i would get affected?

ps: having a crush is much better than being in a r/s.

psps: i have no right to be in a new r/s as i dont have trust in guys and i would only bring him more harm than good. my crush will always be a crush.

I haven cried & felt pain in my heart for so long & i did again today.. i think it is your fault. r/s is just too stressful for me. im not a toy, u know?




Rant
Monday, November 1, 2010, 7:11 PM

stop talking so much. its okay to be quiet. stop talking so much. its okay to be quiet. stop talking so much. its okay to be quiet. stop talking so much. its okay to be quiet. stop talking so much. its okay to be quiet. stop talking so much. its okay to be quiet. stop talking so much. its okay to be quiet. stop talking so much. its okay to be quiet. stop talking so much. its okay to be quiet. stop talking so much. its okay to be quiet. stop talking so much. its okay to be quiet. stop talking so much. its okay to be quiet. stop talking so much. its okay to be quiet. stop talking so much. its okay to be quiet.