" Be who you are & say what you feel because those
who mind dont matter & those who matter dont mind "

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Hi, my name is jesslyn :D I'm a extremist, sometimes crazy, hyper & random.. Sometimes emo & quiet. I first cried on 260992.& I ♥ music & japanese food

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Friends:
angela* amanda* bena* jeslyn* joelyn* joelle* kaixin* pohlern* shuhao* yujun* yz* ophelia* nxsa* mira*

Others:
shuhui*

I'm a fan of:
cheesie* holly jean* xiaxue*

memories
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
November 2010
December 2010
January 2011
February 2011
March 2011
July 2011
August 2011
September 2011
when i read tumblr, i steal.
Sunday, January 30, 2011, 11:18 PM






Dusty!
Friday, January 28, 2011, 11:10 PM

Cleared most of my drawers just now & i found some stuff which brought back memories. Found a bracelet, necklace, and a letter. Gg to keep them with the other things that carry memories too :]

I know tt this is a short post but before i go..



I MISS YOU, DADDY!! ♥




Wednesday, January 26, 2011, 7:35 PM

Im so confused tt i dont even know what to do anymore.. I feel like i could break down any moment.. but the strange thing is tt i cant cry even though im feeling so terrible right now..

I dont know if im brave enough to continue..

Update: Really must stop thinking too much.




Sweet but Sad.
Monday, January 24, 2011, 11:09 PM




You Cant Predict The future..
12:35 AM

I know that i have said this a million times before.. But im gonna say it again. I wanna stop thinking so much as to be honest, it brings me more harm than good. Its like thinking something is there when its not. Had a lunch date w daddy & jo and I'hv seen the light!~ hahas :D ♥ I oso know tt in this world, nothing is perfect so i can have only this or that. So jesslyn wont be greedy & cherish what is given to her now.. & stop being paranoid!!

Heres a old song to share w you guys:




What Is Love?
Thursday, January 20, 2011, 11:28 PM

-Found this in fb, i think tt its real cute!-

Once, I asked a kid, "What is love?"
The kid answered, " Love is when a puppy licks your face."
I laughed ..
but later he added, "even after when you left him alone all day."




I Not Sure If Im Brave Enough..
Tuesday, January 18, 2011, 11:30 PM

I dont know what to do.. how? Hmm..




JoKwon ♥
Saturday, January 15, 2011, 8:13 PM




When U became O..
7:31 PM

Still unsure if i made the correct decision or not.. Many worrying questions but they'r still the same old ones.. Oh, well.. Guess time will tell, again..

Having 3 UTs next week: A&P, counselling & IPA. Hope tt i will have enough motivation & atleast study abit. Need to pull up my UT1 results real bad. Jiayou jiayou jksl! (:

Bought my formal from G2000 today. Like nice but dont know can or not. Hope can than i forever no need buy formal le.. hahas. Im joking but i dont really like wearing formal!

Alright, enough ranting.. Time to bathe soon & start on A&P RJ. Byebye ^^




Something tt I Need To Rmb
Friday, January 14, 2011, 10:05 AM



Found this quote while I blog-hoped..

'Life is short, live it. Love is rare, grab it. Anger is bad, dump it. Fear is awful, face it. Memories are sweet, cherish it ♥' - WenLoong




Just a Random Post
Thursday, January 13, 2011, 12:03 AM

Fell sick again but felt better after 'eating' a panadol extra pill. I know tt it is not very good for the body but, it works! so, ya. Just submited my RJ & it is a topic im more familar with.. Used alot of knowledge gained in sec school f&n. UBF did the citation for me again. Thankyou & sorry for always troubling you. Talked to alan just now & he showed me this..



Hahas, cheered me up. thankyou (: Talk to you next time & enjoy ur off day!

Had sociology UT today.. was not bad but i didnt managed to finish the last question.. Hope tt i will atleast get a B though.

Hmm.. time to sleep! Good night :D




Open House Part II
Saturday, January 8, 2011, 11:51 AM

Ytd's dutys was much much better! (: The students were much more accepting to rp's idea & its was less crowded so the students (& me) managed to 'play' in the booths and have 'the' RP experience! hahas. The choco icecream was yummy, the green tea cookie too. Even though OH was really tiring for me, it gave me a chance to make new friends & bond w others.. So, im glad tt i went for it. Next year's OH, anyone wanna go w me? Looking forward!~

Gg to try to study later. Might blog again tmw or later @ night.

Byebye (:




Open House Part I
Thursday, January 6, 2011, 10:31 PM

Today was a v.tiring day. To be honest, the class i had today was like pieces of wall. But i guess its not their faults either as they are kind of beinf forced to come? Oh well! Me & Drew already tried our best. Tmw; New day, new plan! Hope tt tmw will be a better day! (:

Will try my best not to jump ship; must learn from my past mistake!




Aye, always the same mistake.
8:04 AM




Five Days.
Sunday, January 2, 2011, 6:51 PM

Guess tt im still not mature enough to handle a r/s. But, its okay (: Single is still best, for now. Like i always say, no un-neccessary feelings or problems.

Every thing happens for a reason; learnt something from it & gain a valuable friend (or brother).. hahas :D So everything is still great afterall (:

Tomorrow would be the first day of school reopen. Cant wait to see E37Q and enjoy plus work hard tgt for another 5-6 weeks (: Im really thankful to have met you guys ♥

& wow, the fortune teller in taiwan was scaredly accurate! Cause about the 3 & more thing he had said about a week ago.. i think its true. Bad news for me. However, he oso said tt my marriage would be good which is good news. So, I hope that both parts are true.. Like balanced out?

Hmm.. I feel that my life's route seems to always be the same; from bad to better. Shall list some examples below.

Friendship in secondary school: Sec 1 to 4- not much friends, v.lonely cause jesslyn was in the emo phase of life. Things turn for the better when im in sec 5; became closer to kx & yz. Made friends w izora & company and yj & company (OOPS).

Friendship in poly: Yr1Sem1 was horrible ttm (but im lucky to have amira). Things changed when im in Yr1sem2; E37Q is like family :D

Relationship with daddy: Have always being close to him.. Just tt, now we have less 'fights' (:

Relationship with mummy: Getting better!

Relationship with jojo: Last time, we were not close (primary school days).. Now we'r the closest thing possible to each others. *insert smiley face*

Relationship to juju: Getting better!

Love life: Said to change for the better after marriage.

So, i guess tt my life's route would be something like this?



But, im okay with it.. cause its definetly better than this..



Okay, im done blogging (: Wrote more than expected.. oh, well ^^ its okay.. i guess. hahas :D




Found this. True.
Saturday, January 1, 2011, 10:49 PM




I know that I have said this a million times..
10:41 PM

I wanna stay happy, stop think so much, dont act rashly, be a good (er) girl to my parents, try my best in all i do and have more determination. I have already changed abit, in some.. But,i hope to complete this list asap. Jksl, jiayou!




Jessica ♥
11:09 AM