" Be who you are & say what you feel because those
who mind dont matter & those who matter dont mind "
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Hi, my name is jesslyn :D I'm a extremist, sometimes crazy, hyper & random.. Sometimes emo & quiet. I first cried on 260992.& I ♥ music & japanese food |
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Feel like giving up..
Saturday, September 3, 2011, 10:21 PM
Sometimes, I wish that Im able to not care or not love you as much cause it just seems like you don not care and that you just dont love me so why get tgt with me in the first place? If you have hidden agenda, you are just plain selfish. I told you that I would be sleeping soon but you rather game; I even told you twice. Anw, later you will just give me excuses like you never hear the vibration or etc, like always. Why is it that I can always reply your sms almost immediately & you can't? Because I care enough to constantly check every 5 min & change the mode to the one with music @ max volume when I am in a crowded or loud place. But you don't. When it is something that bothers you, you can set alarm clock but when its accompanying me in the morning, you don't. Just shows me how important I am to you. If your game or other things in your life is so important and more inportant than me, just leave me. Let your mood affect you, everyone around you & even in the things you do. Why is my sis's bf able to talk to my sis so much & meet her when she want to? Because he cares for her and love her & why can their r/s be pure? I dont want to say le, you got a brain, if you care enough, think.
Ps: Im tired of crying so frequently & even if I cry, I must cry secretly so that I wont hurt or make my family upset because of me. |